28 January 2019

Starting now, I am myself again.

Re-acquainted myself with Late Night Alumni through listening to Kaskade. It really makes me nostalgic and yearn for late night drives again.

How's 2019 treating everybody? I'm glad this month is over. It's always the initial hurdle I have to drag myself through and then it just becomes habit for the remaining time (is that a sad view of living? Maybe). I'm excited for February though because it will be Lunar new year. Honestly, I'm not even that cultural, but I have to admit I like ..the motions. And I respect it of course which is why I try to be involved in the process as much as I can because I probably won't carry it on by myself. I'm also excited because January hasn't been very fun-- Full of self doubt (and still going) and homework (ugh). I also managed to incur four stitches to my face and minor trauma which was a lowkey fun experience (I swear I'm not masochistic). But if I learned anything this month, it's to face adversity and live in the Now. I finally got around to reading The Power of Now. I'm still in the middle of it. I keep falling asleep after ever sub-chapter or so, so I feel like I'm not getting the full experience but I bookmarked some stuff, so maybe I'll share a self book club discussion once I'm done.