"I know you're weary and I've worn you out, but you can rest your mind here and take your trainers off and... I apologize. I should have approached this differently. We said we'd be honest with each other so I guess... You make me feel like the unrequited lover. I don't wanna follow you around until you find the truth. But I'd rather not kiss every stranger until I find you. Can't you just appear in my hands and I'll carry you instead? There's planets in my palms, if you get bored of my skin, I mean you change with the moon. Habitual rituals. Your smiling and light is my only residual. The first time we met, did you go home and think of me too? Our silence settles strangely now and self consciousness is heavy. I know. People overthink things. Women wreak havoc. Men implode. But don't trouble yourself with my opinions. Just remember me in the morning and carry me home"

Can life just be a game of sims with the cheat codes, please?

Umm, I don't know how to write right now. Double-posted today because I felt like pride needed a post of its own Which is very instagram of me, Which I need to stop using so much. Sometimes I find myself just stuck on it for hours just scrolling through feed and watching random videos or even the same videos over again ('pets confused by disappearing owner trick' anyone??). Can't remember when I became so attached to my phone all of a sudden..

It's July already. Damn where does the time go?! I've been very bad at studying Python. I'm like... 3 weeks behind (woops). Gonna try to catch up this long weekend. Happy Canada Day btw. Everything is happening so fast . I won't lie; I'm pretty nervous about school. Like keeping up with studies and getting into the zone. I haven't even handed in my health records yet. Gotta apply for school loans all over again.. Figure out my game plan for everyday commute. Giving up my car. I know I'll figure it all out when I decide to stop procrastinating but in the meantime Imma worry.

Brb listening to Drake's new album but not really.. It's a lot of rap for one day. I need a few days to consume all the lines.

Love is love is love is love is love....

Happy Pride !! I had so much fun this day. 

Inspiration collage-thingmajig for wardrobe

Shoddy job on Paint until I find a replacement site/app
Eh. I don't know what to dress like nowadays. Feels like I hit a brick wall. Online shopping is so overwhelming and physical shopping is tiring lol. I made this collage to try to get the feels back, but I don't even know if I'm just attracted to how the pieces look on other people rather than myself?? Regardless, I think I'm currently into:

  • Retro striped tees. The ones with mock neck are nice too.
  • Fanny pack worn across the chest. Is this too hypey? Who cares. The Prada one looks nice but I can't justify spending that much on a piece that might just be a temp trend for me. Also it pains me that I really like all of the Tommy Hilfiger ones. Blargh.
  • Hawaiian (silk) shirts. I want more color in my wardrobe, so this is a start. Obnoxiously out there, but super attractive. 
  • Linen! because summer.
  • Square-neck tops.